THREE WAYS I AM STILL A KID:

1. I sleep with my teddy bear at night

2. I love piggy banks...just got a new one today

3. I always want someone to hold me through the thunderstorms

THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD:

1. i don't live with the parents

2. thinking about marriage and kids

3. a year and a half and i'll be teaching in MY classroom

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO:

1. move into my own apartment

2. be done with school forever

3. be a pro skater...hehe

THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "BOY": 

1. i'm a skater

2. Watching lesbians make out is hot!!!

3. i love big baggy clothes

THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "GIRL":

1. i hate my body

2. shoe shopping is my favorite

3. my side of the room is hot pink and orange

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. my butt

2. my boobs

3. style

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1. mascots/costumes

2. the dark

3. losing loved ones

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1. texting

2. shower

3. comfy bed to pass out in

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:

1. cheat on my man

2. whistle

3. sleep

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:

1. teacher

2. counselor

3. firefighter

THREE places you feel at home:

1. isaac's apartment/his parents house

2. church

3. my bed

FIVE ways to win your heart:

1. chocolate

2. sarcasm

3. loyalty

4. meet my friends

5. kiss me in the right places

FOUR things that cross your mind a lot:

1. ex boyfriends

2. isaac

3. health

4. School and jasons deli friends

THREE things you do before you fall asleep:

1. check my phone for texts

2. get undressed

3. grab my bear

TWO songs that mean something to you

1. in the arms of the angels

2. big machine by velvet revolver

ONE confession:

1. i want my own little girl someday soon.  she'll be named olivia and 

	she'll be spoiled. 

So, i'm moving to denton in t-minus two days in counting...i'm excited and freaking out all at the same time.  I really wish i could just stay here and be with Isaac or bring him there and live with him.  I love him so much, and i never thought it was possible.

He asked me today if it would be weird to go look at engagement rings so he can see what he needs to have saved up for when he proposes within the next year!  I know most people think its stupid to get engaged this young but i'm just so happy.

Tonight was my last night of work at Jason's Deli.  I've worked there for the past two years and two months (too long).  So i wasn't supposed to work till five but i was going to come in at three and eat with misty.  I get to work and she can't have lunch with me because her boss is sitting in the office.  The only bonus was i got free lunch.  Then we have a crazy busy night till nine when it slows down.  Then my bf comes up to chill with me and talk when a big breakfast order gets called in and i have to do all this extra work.  My driver still isn't back, no cake for jenna, and the truck is late.  GAh not a good night.  Then my car almost runs out of gas on the way home. Didnt get out till eleven and now i'm tired.

so the crap night is over and i'm outie....no more work i'm happy!!!

goodnight xanga,

jenna